Cynical Disaster

10:11pm:  :-) I'm happy. Its nice being happy for once even though I know it is only going to last for a little bit. I have to talk to Amy. About everything. Then I'm sure my happiness wont be so grand. I think I'm holding out for as long as I can. I'm thinking maybe friday will be a good time to talk, but I kind of want to wait and see what happens. Ehhh. I hope she doesn't hate me. I don't think she would tell me if she did 'cause she doesn't like confrontation but I would rather have her just be honest with me and tell me that I did something that isn't cool. Well I mean... it isn't like it happened on purpose. It just sort of... happened. I don't know. There is no other way to explain it. Whatever... I guess we will see what happens.